They FUCKIN DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!

They dont know what i have been through...and what i am going through.....and they don't care....hahahaha.....someone said it right....knowledge is bliss....but i hope it would't be just me then....i hope it would be all of us then....because then the world would be a better place to live in....i have been gifted with knowledge and the hunger for more.....i hope all of us would be gifted with that...in the near future....because it's what makes people wish they hadn't had that....this is what I feel....!!!

They also don't know what i was going to do.....i know that's with me....no one would know what i was going to do untill i would have done it....but then i would have reverted the alternate future....and then they would have commented on what could have happened.....which would then, again result in my sadness....caused by other people....something what i would have thought would have led me to a better future...because the original thing was not going to be that good for me....according to me....they just add their comments to whatever happens to my life and think they are done...they dont know it hurts to hear them...but again....its my life to decide what i have to do to it.....i cannot lead a good life until i live my life in secluded from the human community.....

Don't know what i am goin to do....don't know what will happen next....and people think its all my fault....what in the name of god am i gonna do....how will i live this life i don't know.....because in the end i am a human and i have to live with this community with their faults....i cannot be a misanthrope....i don't have the courage to be one.....