The End...


The End.
The End of War.
The End of Hatred.
The End of Jealousy.
But Then
The End of Peace.
The End of Harmony.
The End of Happiness.
The End of Love.
The End of a Life...........????
Does it have to be?
Is it justified?
The world is dynamic............
and everything ever-changing....
and ever-evolving...............
Everything that starts
has to end......
and sittin here i just cant pretend.....
that the love tht once grew in my heart,
for a lady so full of beauty,
whose love be greater than that of Hera,
whose divinity beyond compare,
whose innocence i thot wuld never end,
would never end.
or rather be forcefully ended...
by none but her whose heart had not yet mended......
the things tht she suffered from nd styl does suffer
i could only imagine.....
In search for true love she set out.....
knowing that she walks on a road....
where thorns guard the roses......
more heavily than trojans did troy...
and tricks nd treachery hv corrupted
tht sacred path of hapiness and joy.......
on search did she embark.......
nd made her soft heart stark......
made darkness her frnd for lyf...
tho she did keep a hope alive....
w8in for her personal jesus ......
loving all of them in purest way......
shattered her dreams were....her heart did sway...
didn't she want it all to end......
like days and plays and fashions nd trends......
My love for her grew even more.....
wht clicked my mind i'm styl not sure......
her protection became the reason....
to life my true lyf tht now did start......
only to end nd tear me apart........
the end of her sadism is accpted and hapened wht shuld......
but ends are also faced by the good.......
My story ended in heaps of misery..........
lies wht is a grave covered with ashes........




and now.......the end of another year........why does it all have to end????

My Death....????.........hmmm...... MY DEATH....!!!

I'm fine, but I can't take this anymore.
I watch the blood drip, when I want it to pour.
Nobody tried to help me through this.
They just told me not to do this.
I'm dying fast, my life is leaving.
I grow increasingly colder.
But you'll continue to get older.
My next breath may be my final.
No one will greet me on arrival.
I'll miss you when I'm gone.
Will you think of me even when you move on?
Where do I go from here?
Leaving you's been my only fear.
Will I cross your mind after my final breath?
Will you think of me after my blessed death?

Weed, my favourite drug.....


Weed
I love the drug
Relief, Relaxation and calming mind's upraor
Yeah, this is what i smoke it for..........

Weed
I roll the Joint
You get to know your innermost feelings
You get to confront your deepest inklings

Weed
I light the spliff
The smoke enters me as my face reshapes
A gasp, a sudden laughter escapes

Weed
I take another puff
My head spins a little bit
This time, my nose, the smoke, emits

Weed
I draw in more smoke
The marijuana keeps on burning
The glow, it keeps on urging.............

Weed
I close my eyes
The room gets phantasmagoric or so i think
It remains the same, no matter how much i blink

Weed
I am looking as it ends
An impulse to take in more smoke arises
A challenge to walk, is what my body faces

Weed
I laugh and laugh and laugh
I walk out from my room into the open
feels like a dead man, walking away from his coffin



.......this aint all.....its just started....w8 for wht actually happens when u take it.

hmmmm........

A Post to ask the viewers to look below and not jus concentrate on the poem thts the first...... cuz i wrote sum good ones down below too.......
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hmmm.......a new style of rhyming.....no proper title uptill now...

Days went by when
i was looking for you.......my love
a hand covered in a black glove
but, was blocking the view

The hand that governs the destiny
of fate itself; the hand that writes.....my doom
should've known it'll come so soon
only, i thought the hand just wrights

Remembering what came my way and
wondering what is still to be.........my future
hoping something good from the maker
although, the past was a bit shady

Life will go on and on
its the same with my lies........my wiles
on others and myself; executed with smiles
which, leads to my soul's demise

Its getting worse and worse
I am blessed with my own curse.......my bane
who cares now i am far from sane
time's come now, for me to be hearsed

"Sumone" is thinking the title...will take sum time!!!

A stranger i was to you at first
and a stranger to u now i try to be
forgetting how we met and conversed
tho my love 4 u is only what I can see

Does the love that i have for u dies?
did tears unknowingly leak out of my eyes?
I find myself in darkness, in confusion
and in the labyrinth and winding maze of passion

must be our radiant beauty
that till now haunts me
what else could have made the wall
of such strong resistance fall

Thought one soul,two bodies,were we
and hoped time would return u to me.
got strength from u like no other
and hoped one day i would be your lover.

These illusions in which i fell somehow
have to get over them,tho i dunno how
in the night of love i wander striving
leftovers of my soul,still struggling,surviving........

Things I Do

I laugh
I laugh
I laugh
I'll laugh
till i start crying again
it ain't far enough in future
when i do that.

I try
I try
I try
I'll try
till i succeed again
that ain't in the near future
so I'll fight the combat.

I play
I play
I play
I'll play
till i learn the game
that ain't easy either
so I'll read the rules again.

I act
I act
I act
I'll act
till all my energy is lost
that'll take a lot of time
some of it, till then, I'll regain.

I touch
I touch
I touch
I'll touch
till my hands go numb
that can be taken care of
by the drug called ecstasy.

I smoke
I smoke
I smoke
I'll smoke
till my lungs get choked
that'll lead to lung cancer
and death, which is like a fantasy, to me.

I love
I love
I love
I'll love
till the love in me expends
and hatred grows in my heart
to make me the devil's subject.

I live
I live
I live
I'll live
till death calls for me
and then I'll have a little journey
into the realms unchecked.

His Life

Smoking his life away, today
he thought of the way
he has been living his life
trapped between choices to run or stay

The failures he had got, he thought
and the success he had bought
the progress he has made, till date
on the lies, which no one caught

Each day leaves him tired, conspired
he never got what he desired
his dreams were never fulfilled,just killed
even as he, working, perspired

What led him to cigarettes and weed, the seed
of need of all the drugs, the misdeed
of taking them, he found,was to confound
himself and, plead for some omead (Arabic for hope)

For what he needs the dope, the hope
and why is he so moped?
why the little surrender, he wonders
Is it to climb up on a slope??

He calls himself a loser, the boozer
Alas, he himself is the accuser
he lives his life so low, so slow
and he is the only abuser

The reason is yet unknown, don't moan
he ain't alone, in his own zone
someone's there to help him, swim
up to the banks, out of the cyclone

by
dranz3r

Loser - This is what i am


Fallen and broken
I can't believe I let my self slip away again
once again I'm bruised and broken
bleeding and helpless
nothing left as I watch the light the fade away

I hold my eyes shut
blind myself from everything
hoping it will go away
but the memory continues to play
over and over again

I'm running blind
I shut my eyes from everything
believing there was no light to be seen
untill one day I open eyes to find
theres a whole world I've been missing

Put a fork in my eye
and stamp L-O-S-E-R
across my fore head
for every one to see
and know what a fool one can be........

A Kiss in the rain


The trembling hands did meet
the loving eyes did greet
the tender lips did touch
through memories,
he remembers this much.........

The little sweet drops fell
the darkness grew nd swelled
the starting of monsoon
the month,
she ponders was june...........

The fingers felt the warmth
the eyes danced in a trance
the lips did sweetly caress
"the moment",
he says, "was blessed".........

The pair stood out in dark
the dogs around just barked
the oak shielded the strain
"the thunder"
she speaks, "and rain".........

The day they said goodbye
the lovers' hearts did cry
the sorrow and the pain
"the kiss"
both recall,"in the rain"......

The soulmates did seperate
the piteous game of fate
the fatal fall of two
"their love"
they muse,"imbued"...........